"The Times Are 'A-Changin'" & "The Future Freaks Me Out"

The songs of this remarkable, legendary musician and this 21st Century unique, amazing talented band could quite possibly describe the beginning of moving to Pittsburgh to the future. I've learned a lot over the past two months of hell, drama, stress and etc. I now know that there are few people that I can trust and not everyone's going to like me or like me anymore even if it's over something irrelevant to me or is just plain immature. I've learned how precious friendships are and how when they're destroyed, just break into a million, sharp pieces. I need to remember to use my basic instincts in the right way when I first meet someone because when I think that someone is going to be a great friend and is a great person, it doesn't always end up that way. I've learned that the hard way. I finally found my breaking point and have exploded at someone that I never thought that I would scream and curse at. I guess that only my "true friends" understand that I'm not just this "quiet, shy, kind, innocent" woman and that I have a breaking point. Only one person before school started saw that, who is my bestest and truest friend, who is like my sister like Danielle. I sometimes wish people wouldn't underestimate me and what I can and cannot do because it's irritating and it really hurts sometimes and if anyone who knows me well, knows that I am an emotional and overly sensitive human being. Pardon my language and I'm sorry if I offend anybody, but I'm sick of the goddamn backstabbing and drama in Pittsburgh and all of the catty b******. This is why I'm liking guys more and more each day. They don't act like this and they don't understand why a lot of women are like this and do this, which is something I agree with. If someone has a problem about a person or wants to call somebody out on something or even call them a name, he/she should say it to that person's face. This isn't high school people. We're all adults and we're in an adult f****** program, ok? Just get over whatever your deal is and stop being a b**** and a major pain in someone's ass, alright? Speaking of school, I've learned a lot of useful things, not just for becoming a vet tech, but things that I can use in life. Not to mention, I've met a lot of amazing people, some people being friends to keep life positive and moving forward even through all of the s*** we may go through and the stress of trying to succeed in life to techs/vets who understand what we go through and actually care about our well-being and how we do in life and how they want us to succeed in many aspects. The people at the school, including people who aren't teachers, actually want us to do well and remember our faces, unlike many high schools, like mine, who don't give a rat's ass what happens to you or even recognize your face, let alone acknowledge it. The future after school as it says above does 'freak me out'. I can't say that I'm just scared because I'm not. I'm also excited, relieved, nervous and impatient about it. All I want is to succeed in becoming a vet tech and possibly soon after that, finding someone who I'll share my first kiss with and be my first boyfriend or even my husband, but you never know. That's a long time from now, like me having a baby boy and a baby girl and I need to slow down and be patient as I can because things will happen when they're supposed to. Lastly, I hope I still have the amazing friends that I have now and many more down the line.