SAD BUT PEOTRY...

-POETRY: All these i personally written...
they r all sad because they're all about s*** i been thru

CAUSE i CARE-cause i care. i wrote to u. a few words. gone missing. just wishing. just for you. cause i care...cause i care. i ask you why. i cannot try. to deny. all of which been given. in my eyes... and all my regrets. of time lost & spent. trying not to forget. it's cause i care. that's why i'm there. that's how i know... i still love you!

AGAIN-Trying to hold back, darkened tears of, concealment, needing nothing more, to fear, and yet i'm already falling, trying to remember, her name, so i can send her, the pain, of which was no longer needed, so far i'm lost, screaming out to no one, so they can mend, these broken dreams, torn apart, by his father, trying to hold on, to faith, cause only he knows, his pain, for only he knows, the truth, trying to hold back, some lie...

CAUSE OF U-cause of u, i long, i scream, no dreams, just tears, years & years, time & time, i lost my rhyme, but there it is...well if u cared, u were there, stand back up, & be a man...no more hero, in ur eyes, just a zero, forever but never...what 2 say, just 2 say, nothing much...cause of u

THOUGHTLESS-numb, with patience, scared, with regret, hear my forgets, my only one...deep, with tears, from years i spent, & yet i still miss u...blinded, by love, only urs, had 2 go, & now ur gone...so fast, so slow, cry, don't cry, hear i love u, through thoughtless thoughts

YOU WERE THERE-close ur eyes, never knowing the truth, & do u see, behind the veil, black & silver, red & gold, hold on tight, now don't let go, just let it roll, hear her scream, just one more time, but in the end, we're all lucky, u were there

DID U HEAR?-scream out, i love u, in yet so many ways, each & every day, a prayer from me to u, a tear in my eye, 2 melt the tides away, to lift u up, but still u go down...hit the ground, don't say ur not afraid(that would be a lie), it's like, 'Hello! i heard,did u hear me?...answer my question yet so many times, say u care, be right there, but ur not, u told a lie, u can pick up the pieces dad, but u can't fix them, so tell me...did u hear?

SAY GOODBYE-lose u again, once more, paid my toll, for all my thoughts, see ur face, again...say i love u, cause it's true, speak thy words, let them be heard, just pretend, old friend, & let go...say sorry, as if u mean it, it feels like s***, to never see ur face again, to say u cared, but hear u lie...feels like s*** to say goodbye

SWEETEN REMEMBERANCE-soundly, her eyes sink, loudly, calling ur name, spoken, but untamed, signs, of a sweeten rememberance...spoken, yet broken, torn at, spoiled, shot at, & left, her eyes shut with sweeten rememberance...shoved, hurt, pain, u fall, after all these, failed attempts to pick back up...

NO LONGER PERFECT/ WITHOUT YOU-u left me, crying, screaming everything's, so deep without you...u push me under,ain't no wonder where my hero's gone...u scream out, i love u, but it doesn't seem to come my way...u say ur sorry, & it never seems to go away...no longer perfect, without you, my tears begin to fade...u tell me, u need me, is the greed gonna melt away...can u say, that u love me? or is it all just pass me by...no longer perfect, without you, it doesn't sink in like a sad-sad song