My shitty life....lol

So I have now realize that I wish that I had done things totally diffrenet with my life.... Most of you people dont know me so I will give you the short version of my f***** up life. I was put in foster care at 8 because I was being raped ever since I was 3. So there I go on to being adopted by people that didn't even want me, just my baby sister...they had to take me...lol f***** up right. I took it hard turning to drugs and sleeping with men because I wanted to feel something but never did. I ended up preganant at 16... they shipped me off to my so called father that I only meet once, now I live in california. Im 19 with two beautiful children and a marriage I wish I never got in to. I am trying to start over, make things right for my kids. I believe that everyone should get a second chance...right? Well now you know me....I plan to post more blogs on here everyday, so stay tuned and comment if you want. Dont judge me though because I know your life is f***** up in some way too.
Peace B******