Inspired by GC

So anyone who has read my last blog will know I wasn't very liked in school, I was addicted to self harm, my dad used to hurt me, GC was the only way I had to try too block it out....
I would let GC lyrics run through my head to try to escape all of these things that were happening to me...
Sunday 25th May 2003... the night HE r**ed me. I wanted to die I planned it all out. I was giving GC one last listen before I killed myself, thats when it happened, Hold On started to play and I got this feeling that came over me. I stood listening and it felt like GC were playing to me, like they cared, like they really believed what they were saying. I already felt like I could relate to Joel and Benji for having an abusive father but I find it strange that just as I was about to start taking pills i heard a song that made me act otherwise...