"At Life"

If you only knew
how the ground shook
the day you left me behind
the day we never said goodbye
hurts so much
if you only knew
how much you meant to me

but I need to start over
days gone by your not here
your gone Rave
your truly gone your
separate way and want
nothing to do with me

I cried the day
you died I prayed to
God to give you back to me
and instead of you he gave
me your twin The Devil
Dev knows me as Nadiatasha
always have and always will
but I know what I'm wishing for
on my birthday
I know what it's gonna be
this time and I won't mess up
cause i've been given a second chance
at life