A friend of mine said to enjoy life...

I need to sit down and figure out my life. I've been crying so much and getting overemotional and getting sick because of it. Last night was hell. I didn't get to sleep until after 12 am. I sat in bed and sobbed and shaked, and I knew I was weak again. God, it's too much sometimes. I need peace again...just some peace.

I thought of how I'd want to die one day. I want to go into a deep sleep, and be surrounded by just the wind, a field of flowers, and a thousand butterflies...they would never hurt me...

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Comment by Miika on March 6, 2009 at 11:12am: hey what´s up gabi???? life sure is strange..he´s freaking 19 yeah that´s right. weird mom=D aaaah weekend again=) so how is life treating you?

Comment by Gabrielle on March 5, 2009 at 6:46am: I'm starting too. :)

Comment by M@rin@ on March 4, 2009 at 8:33am: well we all do =/ just be positive, try

Comment by Gabrielle on March 3, 2009 at 6:38am: Yeah, I know. I'm still trying. And I've thought that too. Sometimes I feel so trapped sometimes, though.

Comment by M@rin@ on March 1, 2009 at 12:16am: bad things will always happen and some people will hurt you, but thats life.. nobody said it will always be great =/ you cant just give up, its not fair..! think that other people are facing a lot worse things..

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