PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE
It's hard to believe it's been a month since my parents separated my dad still visits twice a week and we barely speak yet I don't really miss him, I feel cold admitting that but I think I'm more relieved if anything I don't have to hide my true self anymore I can be who I am and not worry about getting into trouble for being me :) Yet surprisingly I still have an empty space in my heart, and I'm still weighed down by alot of baggage I carry around knowing some of the family truths having to do with my existence :) But this is living I guess the bad things continue to happen they knock us about and make us stronger shaping us as humans.
Meanwhile I've discovered whilst I'm in my final year of film school it's not the future career for me I'll complete the year to prove my father wrong and get my diploma but after that perhaps some day there'll be a time when I delve into scriptwriting once more but right now my passion is with music I want to find myself a band or go about it solo but I want to make music to share with the world, I want to make a difference and somehow give something back to the industry which admittedly has probably saved my life :D I want to make the world a better place and hopefully make at least one kid out there feel the way Good Charlotte make me feel :) I want to continue writing lyrics we can all relate too, I want to travel around the world seeing all the beauty the world has to offer, I want to meet other kids at shows and put a smile on their faces :) I don't want to be the biggest recording artist in the world I just want to make music I love which hopefully other people can enjoy too :)
PEACE & LOVE
Stephanie,
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Meanwhile I've discovered whilst I'm in my final year of film school it's not the future career for me I'll complete the year to prove my father wrong and get my diploma but after that perhaps some day there'll be a time when I delve into scriptwriting once more but right now my passion is with music I want to find myself a band or go about it solo but I want to make music to share with the world, I want to make a difference and somehow give something back to the industry which admittedly has probably saved my life :D I want to make the world a better place and hopefully make at least one kid out there feel the way Good Charlotte make me feel :) I want to continue writing lyrics we can all relate too, I want to travel around the world seeing all the beauty the world has to offer, I want to meet other kids at shows and put a smile on their faces :) I don't want to be the biggest recording artist in the world I just want to make music I love which hopefully other people can enjoy too :)
PEACE & LOVE
Stephanie,
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Comment by Silent Blessings on November 24, 2008 at 7:10am - i so sorry 2 hear that...u don't miss him even a tiny bit?
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Comment by Lara on June 6, 2008 at 8:05am - That dream would be really great..you'd also probably meet GC if you get famous! maybe you should put some stuff you wrote/recorded online. could be a nice start..
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Comment by Iris on April 15, 2008 at 1:27pm - Thanks =D You're support means alot to me too =D Okay, well it's really fun to drive! =D I'm not going to any school to learn how to drive, my dad's teaching me =D But in 2 years I'll start the driving school and take my licence! =D YAYs! =D Take care!!!
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Comment by Iris on April 14, 2008 at 10:20am
- That sounds like a lovely dream to have. =) And I'm sorry you're not feeling whole =( I hope you feel better soon =) Keep believing in yourself and I'm sure your dream will come true 'cause you're really good at writing lyrics! =D
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