oh f***.. my camera's DEAD.

this f****** sucks. i really miss it.
yet another summer without a cam :/

so me and my friends were joking around, taking pics with it.. and somebody put it on top of one of those, um, small walls, kinda like a meter high, [whatever they are called], and set the timer on.. and then all of the sudden, somebody touched it, it lost balance and it fell! =S
i yelled. we froze. nobody wanted to even touch it.
then i picked it up and the image in it was blank. we could look at the pics but not take one, and i couldnt turn it off. i f****** panicked.
then one of the guys took it and fixed the crooked lens and a broken button.
we thought it was ok, but when i started taking pics they came out all stripey and f***** :/ and i cant take pics in the sun =S

f***. this is bad.
and my mom told me that it's $800 to get it fixed. we dont have the money, so she said we're not, EVER, gonna get it fixed. :/
im such an idiot.
i should've taken good care of it. =S