First post...

Before you see my profile & think I'm just some fake girly girly, just sit back and be edgeamacated k?
I love good Charlotte and have since i first heard them (1999) back when i really started being depressed,suicidal, and cutting myself...The song "little things" is the story of my life from not having a car,my mom spending most of my life in mental hospitals (love u ma!) and reduced lunch! Old peanut butter and jelly sandwiches that we only had to pay 25 cents for....good times...Oh and of course moving from state to state because the housing was cheaper or promises of a job and the semi "good" life...

Things have changed a bit...I haven't cut in months (personal best :) ) I've gotten a lot of help from my soon to be hubby, my mom (who hasn't been to a mental ward in 1 1/2 years!!) & therapy!!! lol

What has changed not in a good way..When we were poor,really poor.eating out of trash cans poor.My parents hung through it all. 22 years of marriage,3 kids. Now my dad has a great job & now he doesn't want a family anymore...He's leaving us for some young whore he met online..My mother was there for him when he couldn't keep a job,was sick,took care of his kids, gave up her dreams....It just makes me sick...