GO GIRL!

so here i am,,sitting in front of my laptop.
thinking about what has happened in my life recently.


i was so broken. TOTALLY broken.
and still i am.
i used to feel so stuck on it..
thought i can't move on.
thought there's nothing i could do anymore,cause i guessed those all would be just useless.


but now i can think clearly.
i realize..it's just the part of life.
i have to move on.
yes. move on.
go back to the reality.
this is life, Dina..
there are the times when u would be happy,smile,laugh,love..
and others are when u got problem,u'd be sad,crying,desperate..

okay then.
now i know,these all are not only about how sad is the problem,or how happy you are in that situation..
these all are just about how u face them all..
how strong u could be..
how great you fix them..
and how good you try to stand up soon,think straight and clearly,
then decide,whether u choose to move on and continue your life,or not.


huff..
i have to lift my head to the sky again now..
i have to look forward.
i have to think back again..about my life,my future,my dreams..
i have to reach all the dreams i've got in my head.
i have to make my beloved people proud of me.
i have to SMILE AGAIN :D
Then..i have to GO.
Yes, Dina. You have to go.


Thanks, my Boy..
for everything. EVERYTHING.
i do really love you,,and i'll always do.
yea..we know,this is the best way for us :D
thanks for loving me
and knowing that you're moving on there is the biggest thing pushing and waking me up from this long nightmare of broken.

WE CAN REACH OUR DREAMS (^.^)
love