So isn't this the part where I'm supposed to feel better?

So...last friday (August 15th) I took my big brother to college, moved him in, and left without him. But it's not like I had any choice. If it was up to me I would have let him stay anyway because it's what he wants. But it's Sunday, August 24th, and isn't the the part where I'm supposed to feel better or does it come later? Because if it is, it's not working at all. So far, this is what I've noticed thats different about the house since he's been gone:

#1. His room has lost his scent.
#2. All of his stuff is gone.
#3. When I go to get my clothes out of the dryer, his super skinny butt jeans and school pants aren't hanging in my way.
#4. I don't here the shower running when i get up at 5:30 for school indecating that he beat me to the bathrooom.
#5. I have the cabniets and drawers all to myself in the bathroom
#6. His razor isn't on the conter
#7. Home doesn't feel like home.

There more, trust me.
But it's like 1:15 am and i'm tired.

-)peace&love(-
Alexandra Michelle