Shut up and smile.

So these past few months have been complete hell for me. But things are finally looking up. I move into my apartment on September 1st, and until then, I'm living with my auntie and uncle in Chilliwack. I love spending time with my auntie. And plus, I'M BACK N CHILLIWACK! Well, only for about a month, but still. I get to see all my friends. And Alex lives basically around the corner from me. We have a big pool in the backyard, which is so f****** amazing since it's been scoarching out lately. And tonight is going to be nothing short of f****** rad. My ex Uncle Mark and is fat cow live down the street. ( He's my ex uncle because he's a f****** c*** scab in every way possible. ) My cousin and his mum are gonna come pick us up around 11:30 - 12:00pm, they're going to park on the next street over, and we're going to egg the s*** out of their house. And we're going to throw wet toilet paper with food coloring. I seriously can't wait. 3.5 HOURS AND COUNTING!



I've really been into Bowling For Soup lately. I used to listen to them all the time a few years back, but now it's almost all I listen to. I just found one of their songs called When We Die, and it sort of got to me. My mother's not talking to me and it's been like that for most of the passed 2 months. I think I'm going to send her that song. Not sure yet though. I'll either do that, or just completely erase her from my life. She's always saying how I won't be able to do thison my own and I'll need her help. But I'm going to prove to her that I can take care of myself and do this without her. I'm almost 18, I have to grow up sometime right?
Well, I'm not going to completely grow up. I don't think I ever will. I'm like the female Peter Pan...well, if Peter Pan had his own apartment, and wore plaid and cheetah print instead of green tights and leaves. You get the point though.