for james

You said you’d call but you never did.
You ain’t hangin’ around.
I keep waiting for nothing,

I took a glimpse a t the window
Hoping you’d be there…
S***!!!
I’m so dumb for loving someone who doesn’t
Really love me at all…
I opened the door
I saw your shadow walking away

I closed my eyes
Imagined your face
Your bushy eyebrows
Nature eyes
Mountain nose and
Soft pierced lips
I miss to kiss

A memory of bliss
An empty surrounding

Then I woke up
I saw sunflowers around me
Thought you’re beside me…
F***!!!
I remember we broke up
5yrs 7 months and 27 days ago.
I’m still not over you.

Death might put an end
of not seeing you, babe.
But I will never stop loving you
Now… 4months and 3 more days
To go…, I’ll see your face…
I hope I didn’t keep you waiting that long.
I love and you love and that’s the only thing
That matters as for now
i love you babe…