somewhere i belong...or do i?

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Comment by Sherry on October 16, 2008 at 7:44pm

Miika i'm so sorry to hear about your sisters. God does have a plan for everyone. we all have a special plan. patience is the key. believe me i know. i feel like all is lost since my accident but i have to try to stay positive. you need to stay positive. keep your head up. God obviously needed your sisters in heaven more than they were needed here on earth. in turn, He blessed your parents with you and your siblings. there is a reason for everything. sometimes it's best to just go with what you're given. if you are meant to know why things happen the way they do, you would know. i will pray for you as i always pray for all my friends. i know we don't know each other really but i enjoy your messages. take care of yourself. God bless. until next time....

Comment by Gabrielle on June 24, 2008 at 3:07pm

Moi Miika! Mita kuuluu?
Im so glad to hear from you! :D I was grounded yesterday but now its all good :P What can I say...olen paha tyttö! :P
Minni sounds sooo cute!! I want pictures, of course :P She sounds too sweet! :D I want pics of them together too :D:D When did you get her? What does she look like? :D How old is she? Tell me about her! :D SO MANY QUESTIONS! HEHE!
Hehe, working sounds sooo good right now. Im always bored at home. lol!
Hmmm its raining here too :D Except theres thunder and lightning, and I cant walk outside in that. Im not risking my life. lol! Not yet at least. :P
I cant wait to think about my future. Ive been doing that alot. :D Im excited, I might even want to go to college. Funny how an art program can motivate you to do better. :D
anywho, im off now! not much time left on my computer! i hope you have a great week and continue to smile! good to hear from ya! and glad you like the pics :D
see ya soon! god bless :D hugs too! :D

Comment by Gabrielle on June 16, 2008 at 1:48pm

Moi! Mita kuuluu?
Im good...just got back from the summer art program...first day today :D was so much fun!! Im pretty pumped for tommorow :D
haha, a prison! :D my brother is in prison...i want to see him soon. glad you had such a good day! :D:D
hmmmmm...we understand each other :) thats a good thing. :D lol yeah, its good to get stuff out. soon i gotta write a new blog.
yesterday i called aaron, to see if he could pick up thanks to his nasty girlfriend...he did and im sorry i called him, cause he had to go cause it was bad timing, her being there, so i asked him "will you call me? will you ever call me?" and he said yes, but he sounded so cold. not the aaron i know. its really sad for me. i cant stand her so much. she makes me sick...
yeah, love is strange, isnt it? ill keep praying for both our hearts, so we can both heal. :)
was that the train that separated you and her?
i hope you enjoy your week and im glad work is almost out for you :D:D i hope it goes fast for you. keep smiling for the both of us and im sending you lots of hugs sweetie. enjoy life too :)
god bless :)

Comment by Gabrielle on June 7, 2008 at 10:22am

Moi Miika! Mita kuuluu??
I never knew...oh wow, thats really big. Im so sorry hun. I wanna cry now, for you. You deserve your place in this world, Miika, you do. Youre a good, whole-hearted man and you deserve every breath you take on this earth. That must have been really hard to share. Youre truly amazing, you know that? I know God has a plan for you. Ill pray for you, that it comes to you. :)
Well, the other night, Aarons girlfriend got ahold of his cell phone and saw a text I sent him that said I still care about him. I texted him on Ericas cell since she gets free texting and I dont. Well, his gf texted me with threats and rude things. At first I was afraid that he told her to, but my close friends Kelly and Tina talked to him, and he never knew about it, and he talked about him and I being together...Im not exactly sure about what, but it came up. Theyre hoping he comes to their house today so they can talk to him more. Theyre trying to make him realize that his girlfriend is someone who doesnt deserve him. So hopefully they can talk to him and get things figured out. His gf wont even let him call me, so he has to use Kellys cellphone, which is completely screwed up. So yeah...who knows what will happen anymore. Theres some other stuff that has to be figured out as well, so much, but it might be worth all this pain. Seems like we both have questions we need answered, huh? :) Im hoping he realizes what he left is still here waiting for him. I keep playing "beautiful" in my head everytime I think of him...its crazy, I really thought I could forget him. Love is just so strange...
Hehe, yay! No work!! Woohoo!! I need a job. lol! I just dont know where to start. X)
Well, I hope that your questions are answered. You deserve to know. Remember that you are amazing, and I mean that. :D I promise that to you. I wish I could give you a hug :) I hope when we talk YOU can give me some good update as well! :D Have a great weekend sweetie! Ill keep ya updated and I promise to stay strong. :) Its all I can do. :D Hugs and love! :D