Hey Guys, how ya'z doin?

Hey guy's, how are ya'z all??? I'm not to bad. I've just been thinkn bout stuff, the boyz (Good Charlotte), life, everything... I'm listening to GC at the moment, and I'm just thinking about how far they have come and how much they have grown since their first record... It's making me think about my future and how it will turn out... I guess life is how we make it... Mum said to me the other day "Haven't you ever heard good things happen to those who wait" well mum i've been waiting my whole life and nothing good has happened to me yet... But if you ask me life is how we make it... if we want something we have to work hard to get it, it doesn't just get handed to us on a gold platter... (But then again for some people it does!)

I try and see the best in everyone and in everything I do... But yet I still get the feeling I'm failing everything and everyone... Do you ever feel like giving up on everything??? Because you think to yourself you can't do it!!! I have felt like that alot lately...

I'm doing a Hairdressing course at the moment and I've put in for a few jobs at some of the Hairdressers around town and everyone says they don't need anyone... Mum says I should keep trying but I just don't see the point!!! I know I seem really upset and depressed at the moment... I am a little bit but I'm actually kinda happy... I'm so happy for Good Charlotte, Joel and Benji have come so far!!! They have been through so many hard times in their lives but they have got through it and they are better people for it... I've never ever met such kind, careing, wonderful people.... No matter what happens I will always love them, and will always support them no matter what. Joel and Benji mean the world to me and I would do anything for them and I sincerely mean that!!! Well that's enough of my raving on. I hope you's are all well and I'll catch up with you all again soon. Peace-out.
Lot's of Love,
Mel xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo