I HATE THIS

I HATE THIS. I wanna be like two or three or five yrs older. 'cause then i'll BE 'big', not just tryin to be. I wanna grow up. Now I'm just a annoying, whining little girl. I hate it. Can't i just skip one or two years? And then i'll know what I wanna do, what I wanna be. Then i could really DO sumthing, now i'm always too young. I hate it. I hate it. I haaaate it. I. HATE. IT. I just hope that I'll learn something these years, that i won't be so annoying etc., when I'm 'bigger' than now. ' cause growing up doesn't make any sense, if you don't ever learn somethings. How to make things right, that's what I wanna learn. And i hope, I really hope that i'll learn it... All this s*** sukcs. (see, i'm wihining all the time...) I WANNA GROW UP.