BOO HOO.... i am SAD ;-(

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well, long story short (i dont want 2 get into details).... my music teacher committed SUICIDE!!... its soo wierd and hard 2 believe.... i dont no how 2 explain how i feel.. but yeah, its a mix of sad and shocked... i think this is the 1st time sum1 i knew quite well has died.. he was only 63.. THIS IS JUST SO WIERD AND UNBELIEVABLE but its a true story... he died/killed himself on the 3rd of may but im only just writing a blog 4 it now.. so yeah, its been a bit over a week and his funeral is on wednesday... My music teacher had been teaching me since around september 2003 (i was 8 years old when i started, and now i am 12... so iv known him 4 a reasonable amount of time) and i have learnt so much from him.... not 2 brag or anything but im apparently a fast learner... he had 3 kids and the youngest was 7!!!!! i think the other 2 were over 15... and i feel so sorry 4 them... and yeah, i'll say it again I AM SO SHOCKED AND SAD... at first, i heard he died, but only 2day i found out that he committed suicide and that is evn worse.... about 2 months ago i was having lessons as usual, the next week, he said he was tiered and weak, he wouldnt eat food, he went 2 the hospital and found nothing wrong and he was depressed. the next couple of weeks i heard nothing, and i was'nt having any lessons and all his students were getting really worried..... and now he has passed away... ;-(.... ;-(... ;-(........
i dont know what else 2 write about, he was a good person, an excellent teacher (if u havnt read my profile, i learn piano and cello and he taught me BOTH), he was respected and was very smart...
i know this a long blog, but i hope u read all of it and i would like u 2 leave a comment...thnx 4 reading..
PS... hold on (the GC song) would have helped him, but his son is in a punk rock band and he (my music teacher) says he doesnt like that type of music but yeah....) sum1 should have played it (hold on) 4 him...BOO HOO.......

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Comment by Rachael on January 10, 2009 at 3:28am: Hey Nicole sorri it took so long 2 comment... As u know i know exactly how u feel if not maybe a bit more. Hehe we saw ur new music teachers g-string (not the 1 on the cello) lol!!! I miss u

Comment by Elle on May 17, 2008 at 12:15am: soz nicole thats realli sad

Comment by nbh on May 15, 2008 at 10:07pm: hey, i'm sorry. truly and deeply sorry.
and it is sad to know someone who quite close died, just like that.
again, im sorry.

Comment by Sanna on May 15, 2008 at 7:50am: Oh, that's bad :-(
I'm sorry for you and I wish you well, I hope you'll get over it someday..
And everyone should remember that even if you had a problem that takes control, you shouldn't never loose your hope, 'cause there always is a solution.
Be strong sister :)

Comment by Bessie on May 14, 2008 at 4:14am: aww..
im so sorry=(

Comment by Nicole on May 14, 2008 at 3:43am: arghh... the funeral was soooo sad, i was crying the whole time... and all my tissues were really soggy and disgusting...

Comment by Meredith McMahen on May 13, 2008 at 1:52pm: Im so sorry nicole
;-( I hope ur ok

Comment by Nicole on May 13, 2008 at 3:28am: arghhh...... the funeral is 2moro.... BOO HOOOOO ;-(

Comment by Felicia on May 12, 2008 at 10:46pm: hey..sad case..hope your okay and all..

Comment by MUSIC is LIFE on May 11, 2008 at 2:04pm: wow idk wat 2 say bout dat ive never known anyone who commited suicide so idk maby he jst wasnt happy any more