i hate my mum....

i was like so high up on choosing colleges for next year..
i started to like on designing..
so i choose i wanna be an interior deisgner..
after days of telling my dad about it..
he finally let me choose a college to let me study..
wad ya know..
mym spoil it all..
zzz..
i hate her..
i hate my mum ater my stupid bros were born..
she told me about the local university..
i hate it i duno why..
becoz she taught i wanna study music..
tat was wad i intend too last year..
but hey..
its too hard..
so i change my mind..
when i told her i wanna study interior design..
ohh..how awful she answered me..
"its a useless thing..you can't get a job..its no use..see you should do..............................."
...
if its so useless..
if its like cant get a job..
why the f*** my fren in another state got a job,..
and in six months she bought a honda civic with his own money?
............
parents are like so old fashion..
never think of the modern days rite now..
such a b****..
i rmb she tortured me a month ago..
she took all my phones away..
and lock me up in the house..
she didnt even give me food the whole day!!!
at the end..
i cut my wrist..
she never knew..
i hate her i hate her i hate her!!!
i rmb she say when she hated me when she was having me..
god..
so tats why you wanna givebirth and yelled at me for no reason?
wad a sick mum!
does your mum treat you like dat?
does she ever say she hated you when she was pregnant with you in it?
no!
only my sick mum would say such a sick thing..
and i cant believe she even say if there's sumone else she wun married my dad..
my dad is like so hardworkin..
he's like so old now..
their 12 years apart..
cant blame
dad love her too much..and just spoiled her..
*sigh*
wad can i do?
she would only let me go when i am 21..
OHH MY GOD!!
im gonna be dead like this...
she could say dying your hair and you will get f*** by other ppl..
zzzz...
wad can i do?!?!?