Life...

Have you ever wondered what would have happen if you had done things different? I think most of us do...lol. I remeber being little playing with my dolls, pretending to be them because their life seem so much better than mine. Then when I turned 13, it was like I never thought I would make it here. We dream about all the great thimgs that was to come. Going to parties, first love, and seeing the world. Most people that see me now would never recognize me then. I loved the out cast boys in school that where in a band, I wanted to travel the world and photograph skaters. I was beautiful, skinny and I could get any guy. Now Im a stay at home mom and in a dead marriage. What happens to our dreams? I never remembered dreaming about never being able to leave the house, not having any friends or giving up on myself. Is it just me or are we just destined to have the life we dont want. I am still young but I feel so old. Can anyone tell me why do some of us never get a chance and others are to ungreatful for what they got? Well thats really all I want to say about that...lol. I will tell you whats on my mind and if you dont like it then leave...no one told you to read my blogs....lol
Peace b******