Samantha's Blog (3)

watch me fall to the floor as i lay and breathe no more watch me lie and watch me bleed for ur mercy i shall plead watch me slice as i carve ur name in my wrist watch me gasp for the air and forget that i am there watch me being put six feet deep as i enter eternal sleep was me as they put dirt on my grave for u r no longer brave watch them put my name in stone as u wish to go home watch me... Continue

okay, so i just got off the phone wit devin. i hope that he calls back cuz he was looking for his brother. idk though. i miss him so much and to hear that he MISSES me too, it breaks my heart. i always feel sad when i get off the phone with him. i luv him so much that i could talk to him for hours at a time and never get bored of hearing him talk. he makes me feel like so comfortable to be around him. i can tell him anything and he wont judge me. he tells me that he loves me for me and respects… Continue

i am going to write about my lovely boyfriend. i mean that too. i luv him so much that my heart cant take it anymore. i miss him. i just wish that i could see him soon. my sister is like always talking bout him and it kinda gets annoying. emily, my baby sis, has giver devin a fan club. complete with t-shirts and pins. it's kinda creepy. but, yea, u get the point. so, i started going out with him in october. i knew him last year cuz of my ex best friend and his step cousin, megan. he found out… Continue