yup. i'm happy here.:]

He's out with his dad and his brother in the country, hunting who knows what. He said he wasn't coming back until they caught something. Little did I know, that meant he wasn't going to be able to text me either. So, now what? His phone seems to be off...I hope everything's okay. All I can do is wait for him to come back and tell me all about it. But for now...I miss him. :(

Damn you all for the things you did to me.

Cheating on me.

Manipulating me.

Making me feel like love only works one way.

Now I can't function the same. 

I thought I was stronger learning from all my mistakes, but it just shows me even more how stupid I was to say yes to you. We were young. We were dumb. Yet it seems like I'm the one left with the insecurities and feel completely lost now. 

I want to keep pointing the finger but I know it's my fault…

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Her heart pounds inside her chest as bullets of sweat fall down her face. She stays crouched behind the corner of the cathedral. The doors are closed shut and she has nowhere to go. As she tries to catch her breath, her lips feel moist, and she learns that blood drips from the roof. She turns her head up slowly, only to see Jericho at the roof, smiling down at her with hands stained with fresh blood. He jumps off from the cathedral to stand face to face with her.



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So what does happen to that hot dramatic pair in the end? Do they keep whatever they have after the ending credits? Does the flame still burn after the troubles wash away? Chuck and Blair stayed together. Their love actually turned rather sophisticated, it's sweet. But...they're rich and in the upper-east side of an imaginary New York.

Here in the humble streets, we're faced with horrid pessimism that drags everyone down. Only the brave rightdoers make it out alive, but that… Continue

We hear that song that takes us back to those heartbreak days, and we either run and change the song, or sulk in the depressing ambiance.

We run away, thinking we protect ourselves. We stay, thinking we're facing our problems. Regardless, those emotions that stir us up are reactions to remembering. We remember the heartbreak and breaker, but our emotional trigger is remembering having to face our hard days alone. We become selfish worrying about how we feel, and always try to avoid feeling… Continue