love and hate your enemy

im 18 and 2010 is over in 3 days. its seems so unreal sumtimes. just to think a year ago i met kevin munz. he asked for my hand i said yes and now we're married and happy. sometimes its hard and lots of people get jealous of us cuz we're a teen husband and wife and so in love not a lot of teenagers get married and make it including wit a child. thats one reason teens stay together and get married. a baby. but with kevin being away lots of time im left to think; did i make the right choice?

im tired of being stuck in this s*** h*** of a town! im f****** dying here and my husband is away working!!!!!!!!!!!!! god it sucks not to have him. i just wished i never stayed in ardmore

im 18. a month away from my senior year. and im feeling like i live in a soapopra. i do love my bf but i wana make sure hes it before i regret it. but i know june is the month i need to start over in

i guess my life hasnt really change. its weird that in one relationship it shocked the whole school when we broke up that i didnt relize how far people had found out. i ask god if he would help me find the right guy. sometimes it seems i get signs but i am too stupid to know it. today(june 25 2010) if i didnt have that fight with my friend then i would of went to the pool and i would of ran into the guy that broke my heart so many times. im just glad because i dont know what would of happen if… Continue

the day that no one saw coming came over christmas break. my break up with john-tyler warbrick. the day we were last together was the 21 of december and that was the last day of school before the break. we sat together on the bus and said we loved each other. i loved him so much and wanted forever with him. the reason i continued to live when i was so down. he was the light i wanted when i was in the dark all these years. i cried every night for half a month. it tore me. i wasn't myself. kevin… Continue