L O R EANA

it's been a while but I'm back, and I'm better!



and i just need to rant about how f****** excited I am to be studying plasticity in school. Although it's a very minuscule portion of the brain and behavior chapter, I'm still so elated to have the opportunity to be tested on something I'm so passionate about. Just typing out 'Merzenich' or 'phantom limbs' brings tears to my eyes. lmao. But perhaps it's not the fact that I'm learning about plasticity that is bringing me so much joy;… Continue

I need to go to Chicago.

I need to look up and see tall buildings towering towards the clouds.

I need to walk the streets at 7:00 in the morning with a chai latte and breakfast from the corner bakery.

I need to be standing in front of newcastle, waiting to cross the street to the cheesecake factory.

I need to sit on the steps behind the fountain, hugging the railings as I sing Nelly Furtado.

I need to walk through the revolving doors of my hotel.

I need to watch… Continue

Its ironic; last night I read in this book I'm reading that when you're not motivated to learn, or you're uninterested in what you're learning, a part of your brain map gets invaded and shuts down. Until you can become motivated or interested in what you're learning, or at least learn something new that is appealing to you, you'll continue to fail. Your brain map won't be active in that specific area and you'll also have trouble remembering anything you learn.



I don't now if this is… Continue

we're all in this, alone.

or at least not with anyone significant.



there's so many guys i really like,

but that's just it,

i only like them.

they're all amazing people,

each of them is completely different from the other.



they're all really smart.

but one is outgoing and a little bit, ahem.. attention hyper deficit disorder.

the other is outgoing but very, needy.

and the last is very straight laced and serious, but he still has a… Continue

I have to work todayyyy :(

Don't get me wrong, I love my job but.

Lately it's been boring because it's like in the middle of spring season so

we haven't gotten our summer planograms in yet

and right now its the same old same old.



I'm so pumped for the summer lines to come in

I can actually have new products to sell, wooo :)

and then I can get more commission :)



I definitely need more money.

I'm terrible, I always say I'm gonna save up and… Continue