say it if its worth saving me...

i miss the feeling

i miss the warmth

that used to be here

i miss the laughs

i miss the smiles

i miss the feeling

of saftey

of hope

i want it back

but i fear it is lost

forever

i miss the feelings

the once i used to have

before my insides died

the ones i had when we were a family

not a broken system

i miss the feelings

i want the feelings...

isnt it curios

the fear of death

how morttal wounds scare us so

how we cannot look death in the face and say

i have lived

i am now dying

but is this statement true?

maybe

i wasnt dying a minute ago

as i danced in the medow

then met my fate of a blade

thruster into my stomach

as if i had done some wrong

i had always been good

but death does not choose who to take

she… Continue

i hate twilight, im sorry very rude of me, let us restart

hello again it has been a while. I HATE TWILIGHT! god im ok with you liking it and all but you can sit there and tell me how its so romantic as muck as you want but i wont change my mind. its an abusive relationship. he keeps telling her "i can kill you" and "if you leave me i will kill myself." its stupid and she is scared of him and he wouldnt let her see jacob, yes i read the book a large waste of my time but none the less. it… Continue

oh...



the train to the werepire world is pretty and is black with pretty purple pokodots.



i love riding it to see my immortal parents and my birth place.



it has big mountains and black rain, black snow. its just lovely.



to watch as the flowers die and the trees cry out in pain for a dieing world.



to see the preps rejected and the freaks accepted , is a beautiful day.



to fly through the clouds and smell the rain when it is dry, to… Continue

so just wanted to ask what's up? anything cool going on? doing anything cool? im making a movie. its the bomb. lol but yeah its gonna be cool.