I WILL NEVER DISAPPEAR!!! F*** YOU IF YOU WANT ME DEAD!!!

"THE USED"

I wish my life could have been something worth while...
instead I lived a life of deep horror and dispair!!!
Nothing but misery and pain has come my way,
Will I ever be free to live a life of love?
No, I can't... I've lost trust in people and in myself!
I would never wish anyone to live a life of misery and solitude,
but thats a life I've lived... A broken soul searching for love in all the wrong directions... Desperate and beaten to a tortured angel, I lost hope in people I thought I loved... looking for answers to why these things have happened to me... I've come to one conclusion...I have become... THE USED!


"BYE BYE BEAUTIFUL"

Finally the hills are without eyes
They are tired of painting a dead man's face red
with their own blood.
They used to love having so much to lose
Blink your eyes just once and see everything in ruins.

Did you ever hear what I told you?
Did you ever read what I wrote you?
Did you ever listen to what we played?
Did you ever let in what the world said?
Did we get this far just to feel your hate?
Did we play to become only pawns in the game?
How blind can you be don't you see?
You chose the long road but I'll be waiting!
Bye Bye Beautiful!!!

My stolen heart for the girl in white
Blindfold for the blind
Dead siblings walking the dying earth.
Noose around a choking heart
Eternity torn apart
So toll now the funeral bells
I NEED TO DIE TO FEEL ALIVE!!!
It's not the tree that forsakes the flower
But the flower that forsakes the tree
Someday I'll learn to love these scars
Still fresh from the red-hot blade of your words

...How blind can you be don't you see...
...that the lover lost what he did not have...


"HIGHER THAN HOPE"

Time it took the most of me
And left me with no key
To unlock the chest of remedy
Mother, the pain ain't hurting me
But the love that I feel
When you hold me near
The hopes were high
The choirs were vast
Now my dreams are left to live through you

Red sun rising
Drown without inhaling
Within, the dark holds hard
Red sun rising
Curtains falling
Higher than hope
Mine cure lies

Passion tide
An angel by my side
But no Christ to end this war
To deliver my soul from the sword
Hope has shown me a scenery
Paradise poetry
With first snow I'll be gone
"YOUR DEATH SAVED ME!"


"WE SHALL NEVER SURRENDER"

The time has come and so have I
I laugh last cause you came to die
The damage done-the pain subsides
And I can see the fear clearly when I look in your eyes

I'll never kneel and I'll never rest
You can tear the heart from my chest
I'll make see what I do best,
And I'll succeed as you breathe your very last breath

Now I know how the Angel fell [just kneel]
I know the tale and I know it to well[just bow]
I'll make you wish you had a soul to sell
When I strike you down and send you straight to hell

My army comes from deep within
Beneath my soul beneath my skin
As you're ending, I'm about to begin
My strength-his bane-and I will never give in

I'll tell you now I'm the one to survive
You'll never break my faith or my stride
I'll have you choke on your own demise
I'll make the Angel scream, and the devil cry

My honored brethren
We come together
To unite as one
Against those that are damned
We show no mercy
For we have none
Our enemy shall fall
As we apprise
To claim our fate
Now and forever
We'll be together
In love and in hate

They will see we'll fight until eternity
Come with me we'll stand and fight together
Through our strength we'll make a better day
Tomorrow we shall never surrender


"MY PAIN"

Laid to a river, midsummer I waved
A "V" of black swans on with hope to the grave
And through red September, with skies fire...paved,
I begged you'd appear like a thorn for the Holy Ones.

Cold was my soul...untold was the pain I faced when you...
Left me a rose in the rain, so I swore...To thy razor that never enchained would...your dark nails of faith, be pushed through
my...veins again.

Bared on your tomb, I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon come above onto me?
For once upon a time on the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the lost slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that bareless prison
Discolours all with tunnel vision
Sunsetter...my love

Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
to you alone in full submission
None better...my love

Wicked with your charm
I'm circled like prey
Back in the forest
where whispers persuade
More sugar trails
More white lady laid
Than pillars of salt...
Keeping sodom at bay

fold to my arms
hold their message away
And dance out to the moon
As we did in those golden days

Christening stars
I remember the way
We were needle and spoon
Mislaid in the burning hay


"ONE COLD DAY IN HELL AND ANTHEMS OF APOCALYPSE"

When this world ends i will stop in my tracks and ask what I have done with my life? I have seen the lands in purity and watched the masses brought to their knees. I will not regret what I've done, but what I have not done. Tomorrow is too late. I live my life but today I will not bow before the public. Live inside the line I am who I am. Sworn to my ideals and when this world comes to an end i am caught in the middle of a warring heaven and hell, but I will stand my ground and this soul remains mine forever. As the earth crumbles and the sky falls, time will freeze and I will come to see the true beauty at this time between existence. I find myself back waist deep. YOU WANT TO SEE ME FAIL!?! NOT TODAY MOTHER F*****!!! this world has every odd against me...Yet I will pray for my eternal slumber!!!


"ANGELS OF DEBAUCHERY"

SHOW YOUR F****** FACE, B****!!! Execute the mass and spread your disease, it's time to fight back and rise to your feet!!!
You will not believe what you can do when you push and strike back!!! The power of peace concealed in a word, give it up, give it all you've got, stitched faced as they fall into their graves. when all the angels fall from the sky and all the demons arise from the earth, there will be a force to reckon with and you will be destroyed, kill them all, f*** them all, leave no one alive, rape them all!!! We speak of the end, whose to live, whose to die, we're sure to find out soon enough, the question is when.