Hi! I LOVE GOOD CHARLOTTE!!!!

Life honestly sucks lately. There is soooo much going on and not many people understand me..... Most people think im weird because i grow up in the country.....thats not weird. Im a sister to a very sick girl...She is eight years old and has two rare kidney diseases. A syst on her brain......if you dont know what that is its like a big blood balloon and can cause death......and a blood cancer. My dad left me before i was born but is still ion and out of my life.....mind you he is an a******......my step dad and mum always fight and now have split.....my eldest brother has moved out...... i have more siblings than i can count ...... i work and am only 14......im in love with someone NO ONE knows about because i havnt told anyone........My best friend got hit by a train in july 2008......im always moving......my friends dad got killed at centenary lakes and she got raped......im a country girl.......i have surprises for friends but am unsure to give it to them but feel i shouldnt as they say stuff behind my back......i love to surf......i love to ride horses.......i love barrel racing.........i hate gossip........people say i say stuff behind their backs im not like that i tell it to their face...... i dont hate anyone except my dad.......i have no grudges against anyone...... i think that the following people are awsum RIHANNON, MELISSA, BETHANY, TEAGAN, TIFF, CASEY, JESSE, HAYDN, LANEY, CHLOE, JORDAN, LIAM, MATT, ANDREW, KARLA, AMBER, KARA-LEE, COURTNEY, ANNALYSE, DAN, JAAK, DANIEL, CASSI, BLAKE.........yer there is probably more......rihannon,melissa,bethany,laney,tiff and jordan are probably the maddest people i have ever met.......anyways im off love to everyone byeeeeee.............