How do you save a drowning baby? ... HARPOON IT!

the end is so soon, i see it.
f*** you,
if the guy you're seeing is psycic,
then he's a piece of s*** and is
probably playing you.


im not staying in a world where
i am not welcome.
sometimes theres nothing more you can do
than to relieve your pain in the only
way you know how too.

so..
i asked Ray if i bugged her, cause i know i did.
i could feel it...
she said i do, so of course i ask her if i may ask why...
i bug her because i'm so socially akward.


i'm f****** sick of me.
i hate me.
i hate this and everything else.
i havent wanted to die this badly
for a while...
i just f***.
i want to f****** go into a dark h***
and juust never fuckign come out.

so... there was this girl...

who completely f****** broke my heart.

we hung out quite a bit and we kissed

and cuddled and held hands... she told me

she liked me but i guess i was just f******

right about her only feeling bad.

i'm f****** crazy about you, you have no idea.

you cant fuckign sit there... say you liek someone back

and that they make youf eel a certain way...

and f****** go back on everything you say just

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holy f***. so i went to Judas Priest with Selina, Allie and this Conner kid.

we all went in the pit and Testament opened. the pit was pretty good then,

but i was a tad disapointed. we smoked up while they were setting up for

Judas and we made friends blah blah blah... the pit turned out to be so f******

intense!!! it was like the pits at the oooold punk shows. it was just f******

perfect. besides us, there were only like.. 3 other girls in… Continue

i was sitting here thinking back along memory lane...

and i remember all the good times with

amber trying to get songs together... i remembered

how much i want to tour and just play and write

and of course... smoke a little... okay, a lot of weed.

and just chill.

Amber... when i get this job... i'm getting a new acoustic

since Becca stole mine... and we'll do it again...

we have too... i wont make it any other way,

i know it.







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