yes its official, im dying
yes people on GC....
im dying.
i need to emty my heart.
like it says on my profile im 21 years old and i have a son who is 1½ years old, i have cancer in a really bad degree, so bad that the doctors now have given up on my "again"
they have givin me about a few months now.
can believe a mother cant se her own son grow up and become a man.
i wont be able to se my family again, my friends, no one. :(
do you know how hard it is.. to know your future and know whats not in it.
i just hope for all of you to live life and show the ones you love that you really do love them and spend time with your family no matter how much you might hate them or think that they are unfair to you.
love from Louise
im dying.
i need to emty my heart.
like it says on my profile im 21 years old and i have a son who is 1½ years old, i have cancer in a really bad degree, so bad that the doctors now have given up on my "again"
they have givin me about a few months now.
can believe a mother cant se her own son grow up and become a man.
i wont be able to se my family again, my friends, no one. :(
do you know how hard it is.. to know your future and know whats not in it.
i just hope for all of you to live life and show the ones you love that you really do love them and spend time with your family no matter how much you might hate them or think that they are unfair to you.
love from Louise
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Permalink Reply by X-I-Luv-GC-X on -
Awe. <=( I don't really know what I could say, and I'm so clunky ( especially cuz I don't speak English, and I've a short 15 years old life experience ) that I fear to unintentionally hurt or say crap. I'm not good at talking about serious things. But I even so leave a comment for you to know I really care about what you said, I was hurt when I read your post. All I hope is that you could do what you want to do, realize your dreams before it's too late. You can be proud of you, you've one beautiful son and you had at least the chance to be a mom, give love to your baby. That's a great thing to do in a life.
No, I don't know at all how hard it is, and I'm so sorry.
Good luck Louise. God bless you.
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Permalink Reply by louise on -
thank you very much for the sweet and wounderful reply..
thank you from the bottom of my heart.
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Permalink Reply by Beverly on -
Awe. Feel my hug. 'hugs you'. I can't even begin to know how your feeling or what your feeling at this moment. Its got to be one of the toughest things to face. I live in dread most of the time that the doctor is going to tell me I have it. My brother has had cancer and has had portions of his body amputated and had a kidney taken out. He has been through hell and back and believe me when I say he's had some things done that most men would not even contemplate. People take life for granted way too much and we take for granted our loved ones and friends. I don't know why some things happen to some people. But I hope you know that your in my thoughts and prayers.
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Permalink Reply by louise on
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thank you dear...
and im so sorry about your brother, i know the drill and damn it most been hard on him.
and i cross my fingers and pray that you dont have it and wont get it ever.
i wish i could travle and se some of the places i want to se, do stuff with my son but we just cant afford it.
ive missed you alot beverly, you are a wounderful woman, stay that way :)
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Permalink Reply by Beverly on
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Awe. Thanx. I missed you too. You definately are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Permalink Reply by louise on
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it took my awhile to write it on here, cause i had to realize it first, but now i just have to say goodbye to the people i care about in a good way...
thats why i wrote this, cause you guys and this site are importen to me.
so for me its like saying goodbye to a family member, i have to do it to find my inner peace... :)
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Permalink Reply by X-I-Luv-GC-X on
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Aww you're welcome.
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Permalink Reply by Stephzilla (LittleMonster) on -
I'm so sorry baby girl.
I'll pray for ya. <3
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Permalink Reply by Aybike on -
It's a hard situation but look how powerful you are..How can I know about your feelings I just only make a guess.It's so sadly..I'll pray for you..Keep staying strong dear Louise..
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Permalink Reply by louise on
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thank you all for the sweet comments.
BRUCE:
my cancer is on stage 3 the dying stage, so i just have to wait for the body to give up.
and i have cancer in my internal organs.
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Permalink Reply by stalefish skater on -
come to America in baltimore MD the doctors at John Hopkins University will help you with your cancer and DONT GIVE UP ON YOUR FIGHT WITH CANCER
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