same here. except tonight, with my family (well, the fight is still happening really) i felt very absent from it. divorce was threatened and i didn't even flinch. i feel like that's bad.
who knows. i just want my f****** good charlotte shows so i can do my whole run away thing and feel better and be good haha.
but...i don't know if i want there to be no divorce or if i want them to get a divorce? this is my step dad who i have never really gotten a long with or liked, he's just kind of a man who lives in the same house as me.
i don't really know how i feel haha. i just know i want my friends, my road trips and good charlotte.
just the tip of the iceburg you know? like lots of things were piling up and then one thing made the explosion and my mom i think is really done this time. my mom and step dad never had anything in common anyways, i always wondered why they even got married. liberal single mother for 15 years marries a dad who was never around for his kids and is completely and utterly a southern republican.
Yeah, things escalate and BAM. Things are cool for a while but then people like really see the differences and can't take it. It's madd complicated. I know you're old enough to understand that it's not your fault this is happening.
my mom threw my favorite lamp against her bedroom door because my step dad refused to sleep on the couch and threw a "i'm the man of this house" thing at my mom.
Stories like these make me appreciate my parents even more. They rarely ever fight and when they do it's about something utterly ridiculous...like planting carrots or locking the chickens in the coop for the night.
I'm sorry that you have to deal with this sort of s***. I hope they can either figure it out or decide to call it quits. Sometimes it's just better to move on than be miserable.